Desperate for God   2 comments

Dreams from the LORD 2003-2006
11 April 2005
I John 2: 15-17: “Love not the world, neither the things that are in the world. If any man love the world, the love of the Father is not in him. For all that is in the world, the lust of the flesh, and the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life, is not of the Father, but is of the world. And the world passeth away, and the lust thereof: but he that doeth the will of God abideth for ever.”
“For all that is in the world, the lust of the flesh, and the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life.” Let us look at the origins of sin in the earth and go back to Genesis 3: 6: “And when the woman saw that the tree was good for food, and that it was pleasant (Hebrew: “a desire”) to the eyes, and a tree to be desired to make one wise, she took of the fruit thereof, and did eat, and gave also unto her husband with her: and he did eat.”

“The lust of the flesh”: “the tree was good for food.” “The lust of the eyes”: “it was pleasant to the eyes.” “The pride of life”: “a tree to be desired to make one wise.” Look at the word “desire”: it is a snare unto itself. Just because you are a Christian and you desire something doesn’t mean that it is God’s will that you have it. “But I have my needs!” Maybe your needs and your desires need to be put to death. Maybe the Lord wants you to be content with Him and Him alone before He deems it necessary to give you anything else.Before I got saved, my desire in life was to be a writer. I wrote a novella at the age of twenty-one, but it never got published. I wrote several short stories and some poetry, but was never published. I got saved at the age of twenty-two. At the age of twenty-five, I burned all of my manuscripts–somewhere between ten to fifteen legal pads and notebooks–because I wanted God and God alone (seek the kingdom of Heaven first).When I was twenty-eight, the Lord told me to go back to college. At Iowa State University, I majored in English Literature with a supporting field in Journalism and Mass Communications–I wrote a lot of papers and had a lot of essay tests. During college and just after college, I had a short story and two poems published (because it was God’s will) by Ethos magazine. When I was thirty-nine, the Lord told me to write a book about hitchhiking. Now, at the age of forty-five, I am working on a journal. I may be writing this journal for the rest of my life. I don’t see how it will ever be published, but there may be a few Christians out there who might appreciate it. If I get married and have children, then hopefully my children and descendents might get something out of it. If my journal glorifies God, then that is all that matters: the Lord will multiply my work and it will bear much fruit.The key thing is this: I was desperate for God, not my writing. When the Lord could see that I was wholly dedicated to Him and absolutely locked into Him, then He told me to start writing. Don’t get the cart before the horse: put God first. Then the Lord will provide the road and then the horse and then the cart and the destination where the goods need to be transported. Without God there is no road, there is no horse, there is no cart, there are no goods and there is no destination. Without God there is nothing.

My desire is to know God and to know Him more perfectly. The word “know” isn’t having knowledge of God, but to experience God, to abide in God, to have the Presence of God invade and permeate my body, soul and spirit. Without intimacy with God, I can do nothing for my fellow man. I cannot turn the world upside down for Christ.

If a light bulb has no electricity running through it, it cannot give light in a dark place. If a light bulb is broken, it is useless. If a light bulb is not screwed into the socket, it is useless. If a Christian is busy chasing the world and is not abiding in Christ, He is useless. If our light is darkness, then how great is that darkness?

One of my heroes of the Christian faith is John Milton (1608-1674). Why did his life and writings affect so many millions in England, America and the rest of the world? Because his desire was to know God and to know Him more perfectly.


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  1. I like the lightbulb analogy…neat!

  2. If we are not plugged into God (submitted to or surrendered to the Lord), our light will not shine.

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